You wanna know about how I really feel?
Well let me tell you what I’m up against
The pain in my head just reminds me it’s real
So I will lie and say it don’t exist

But it’s real

Is happiness making you happy?
Or is it pleasing the ones you love?
I’m so lost in the pain I’ve caused
That I don’t know where I’m from
Or know where I belong

You wanna know about how I really feel?
Well let me tell you what I’m up against